Oh...my...WOW... THIS THIS THIS THIS!!! I need to print this out and post it EVERYWHERE! It's so so true and I need to remember this, burn it into my brain while this whole divorce thing plays out. Because YES, I am responsible for my OWN happiness, NOT HIS. This is so hard for me to keep in mind. I hate that I'm keeping meetings with a lawyer a secret. I hate that he's going to be slammed with this court order one day before leaving work. I feel like I should tell him now, in the back of my mind even think I should try yet again to make it work. I know it's fear that holds me back though I don't even know what I'm scared of. I've survived worse. I made it through tough times before. I have friends and I have family and they are there for me and they support me and yet I still feel like I'm jumping off a cliff, still wondering if what I'm doing is the right thing...
Oh...my...WOW... THIS THIS THIS THIS!!! I need to print this out and post it EVERYWHERE! It's so so true and I need to remember this, burn it into my brain while this whole divorce thing plays out. Because YES, I am responsible for my OWN happiness, NOT HIS. This is so hard for me to keep in mind. I hate that I'm keeping meetings with a lawyer a secret. I hate that he's going to be slammed with this court order one day before leaving work. I feel like I should tell him now, in the back of my mind even think I should try yet again to make it work. I know it's fear that holds me back though I don't even know what I'm scared of. I've survived worse. I made it through tough times before. I have friends and I have family and they are there for me and they support me and yet I still feel like I'm jumping off a cliff, still wondering if what I'm doing is the right thing...
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